it really hurts my feelings that im just being ignored. i fucked up. i get it. what do you want me to do. ive tried to apologize. sorry. but do you rreally have to ignore everything i send you and not even say a single word. i just want to be friends again. sorry i know im vagueblogging again and thats what started this whole thing but im just so upset about it ive felt like shit for days and im on the verge of tears rn

fine you know what ok. if youre gonna be like that then im unfollowing you too. the tagging thing wasnt a big deal but it just reminded me how ridiculously short of a fuse you have and how you overreact to every little thing and yknow. im not dealing with your shit anymore. if you want to be friends again then try growing up a little

ggod every time i use this blog it leads to drama even though this is just supposed to be my place to say shit i may or may not mean and not be judged or have it affect anyone. but NOPE no one cares about that. 

god damn youre a cool person but like why are you always such a frickin baby about everything people are going to do things you dont like in the world get the hell over it

i dont even know what these fights are about or who their between and fuck guys cant we just. be friends. this sucks

why does no one want to be around me today. what am i doing wrong. all i ever did was try to be nice and have fun

they all sorta just

left me there. alone

yeah.

whats the point anyway. everyones going to abandon me eventually. they always do

im;just realy really confused today and alall this stuff isnthelping my modod

god fucking dammit fuck you what the hell does it matter if i play psp in the bathroom sometimes at school its not like they exactly give me anything else to spend those 7 fucking hours of prison a day on the learning pace is slow and stupid and the teachers are all lazy and now you think im gonna just accept that i have to put up with that shit? no. being bored is the worst thing for me.